30 June 2012, how fast? This marks the end of the 1st half year of 2012. Today is a sunny Saturday, and i started it with a sunny mood either. Funny things is, i was able to wake up around 10.30a.m. with a happy mood and mum din wake me up earlier cause she knew that i slept late last night. Yep, as late as around 1a.m.
Mentioning about my dream, i dreamt about 2 tigers which fight for me... Metaphor for the previous sentence, only me know who i mentioned as "tigers" because they are my "i-know-who", XD !Of course both of them are considered quite important to me, that's why i do feel happy and a bit frustrate to see they fight for me. Happy was because i meant something to them, but frustrate was because i din expect and hope to see people fight, especially because of me... Amitabha, it's my fault, my guilt...
Just now watched a singing competition show live from 8TV, impressed and touched by the 3 female young ladies, all are 19 years old this year. So it's seems to be already expected by my mum, the winner is Catherine, a lovely girl with a powerful voice. Anyway, i wish all of them to be able to achieve their dreams and become great artist in the future.
Suddenly felt a bit scary just now, that this year time really really flies, especially in a most quickly mode. Here we are, in less than 15 minutes, it will mark the end of June 2012. Nevertheless, living is to walk the current point of life. No matter what had happened previously, also, it has no point to think of what might be the changes in the future, now i know what i need to do is focus study, so goodnight to all and let's pray for the starting point of the coming 2nd half part of year 2012 to be an awesome one and then we all work towards it hand-by-hand!
Saturday, June 30, 2012
Thursday, June 14, 2012
Speedy Thoughts
09.50p.m., presently sitting on a bed at Sun Inns which located right opposite to KTM Serdang. It's nearly half month of June, and fathers' day is just around in corner(this Sunday). Feeling funny though, somehow long time ago, i sort of already "marked" this hotel. Yep, just in case, me and my mum or my rela have to spend a night like this, staying in an inn.
Supposingly, this post was initiated 2 nights ago(means on last Wed), but anyhow, my keys on keyboard were all like being enchanted, all the keys were not at their original location, means eg: when i typed "j" key, it came out with a letter of "k" at the monitor screen. HOW AWKWARD? Anyway, for that night, i dared not continue to compose the post. Scary, i agreed.
In the end, the post end up to be completed on today, a sunny Friday. =) And thank goodness, things are doing well, i got my homaniac T-shirt by yesterday, as well as, my laptop keyboards are all back into their normal state (which i am grateful for the most). If not mistaken, last night i also had some sweet dreams although i can't recall what are they right now. =P
I won't like to discuss what kind of magical senses here, coz somehow, still, i doubt if they are reasonable to be discussed here. More likely, i believe in logical hypothesis of " Different space of location and time will match up to a different formula of a person lifetime". Reality lifetime, i mean. And through seeing others experiences, we can also visualise our past or future, as they play a role of a mirror, showing the characteristics we want or dislike. Most of time, the mirror shows things we do not want.
In fact, the speed of different people, will result in different speed of thinkings too. That, which has high possibilites to cause arguement or disagreement of an issue are probably and commonly due to this differences. Once the frequency of thinking are able to be set to the same, or to be dealed with tolerance, many quarrel, especially small and nonsense thoughts are surely able to be settled.
Yup, things to be shared today, speed of thinking needed to be control to the reasonable level. End of story, thanks for reading.
Supposingly, this post was initiated 2 nights ago(means on last Wed), but anyhow, my keys on keyboard were all like being enchanted, all the keys were not at their original location, means eg: when i typed "j" key, it came out with a letter of "k" at the monitor screen. HOW AWKWARD? Anyway, for that night, i dared not continue to compose the post. Scary, i agreed.
In the end, the post end up to be completed on today, a sunny Friday. =) And thank goodness, things are doing well, i got my homaniac T-shirt by yesterday, as well as, my laptop keyboards are all back into their normal state (which i am grateful for the most). If not mistaken, last night i also had some sweet dreams although i can't recall what are they right now. =P
I won't like to discuss what kind of magical senses here, coz somehow, still, i doubt if they are reasonable to be discussed here. More likely, i believe in logical hypothesis of " Different space of location and time will match up to a different formula of a person lifetime". Reality lifetime, i mean. And through seeing others experiences, we can also visualise our past or future, as they play a role of a mirror, showing the characteristics we want or dislike. Most of time, the mirror shows things we do not want.
In fact, the speed of different people, will result in different speed of thinkings too. That, which has high possibilites to cause arguement or disagreement of an issue are probably and commonly due to this differences. Once the frequency of thinking are able to be set to the same, or to be dealed with tolerance, many quarrel, especially small and nonsense thoughts are surely able to be settled.
Yup, things to be shared today, speed of thinking needed to be control to the reasonable level. End of story, thanks for reading.
Saturday, June 9, 2012
Just BefOrE TOOO LaTe~
9th of June, a Saturday supposingly filled with happiness but i doubt why, since this morning, somehow i could sense the inner negative energy of me after coming back from visiting few poor people from Taiwan Tzu Chi Buddhist Foundation. Not to mean to blame them for creating the field of negative energy but it’s my fault i suppose, that i fear my negativity might influence the others, such as like the transferring of energy.
Seriously, i never mean to pass any stress or any negative thoughts or energy field to the others. Anyhow, i cannot deny that i did released my sense of irritation towards my mum today. Erm, such a disobedient girl, i do not mind u claim me like that, cause it is the truth I can’t deny.
Wonder if it’s due to the problem of the weather ( i know i am not suppose to blame anything, but i cannot deny this might be one of the possibilities or factors that also affecting my emotions), the hot and humid air could easily flare up my frustration and fear of course, the fear that i afraid to hurt anybody with any body languages i showed.
Meanwhile, tonight has a Cantonese movie which is pretty old yet touching called: “ The story of Ah Lang”. It managed to let me blow my nose with mucus and tears dropping. It is a story about a single father raised his son and after that the mother who came back from US wanted to bring the son back to US. Anyhow the last part of the movie is the father took part in a motorcycle racing and eventually dead as there was an accident at the last lap of the game. Of course, the ending of the story is a sad and pity ending. Anyway, the moral i think i can get from the movie is to treasure the people we care of as much as possible while we still have the ability and please do not wait until someone we love already pass away then only we start to care. By that time, it could be too late already.
Hence, to all, may i say i love u to u? Just before it’s too late~ =P,take care and all d best to u ya~
Seriously, i never mean to pass any stress or any negative thoughts or energy field to the others. Anyhow, i cannot deny that i did released my sense of irritation towards my mum today. Erm, such a disobedient girl, i do not mind u claim me like that, cause it is the truth I can’t deny.
Wonder if it’s due to the problem of the weather ( i know i am not suppose to blame anything, but i cannot deny this might be one of the possibilities or factors that also affecting my emotions), the hot and humid air could easily flare up my frustration and fear of course, the fear that i afraid to hurt anybody with any body languages i showed.
Meanwhile, tonight has a Cantonese movie which is pretty old yet touching called: “ The story of Ah Lang”. It managed to let me blow my nose with mucus and tears dropping. It is a story about a single father raised his son and after that the mother who came back from US wanted to bring the son back to US. Anyhow the last part of the movie is the father took part in a motorcycle racing and eventually dead as there was an accident at the last lap of the game. Of course, the ending of the story is a sad and pity ending. Anyway, the moral i think i can get from the movie is to treasure the people we care of as much as possible while we still have the ability and please do not wait until someone we love already pass away then only we start to care. By that time, it could be too late already.
Hence, to all, may i say i love u to u? Just before it’s too late~ =P,take care and all d best to u ya~
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