9th of June, a Saturday supposingly filled with happiness but i doubt why, since this morning, somehow i could sense the inner negative energy of me after coming back from visiting few poor people from Taiwan Tzu Chi Buddhist Foundation. Not to mean to blame them for creating the field of negative energy but it’s my fault i suppose, that i fear my negativity might influence the others, such as like the transferring of energy.
Seriously, i never mean to pass any stress or any negative thoughts or energy field to the others. Anyhow, i cannot deny that i did released my sense of irritation towards my mum today. Erm, such a disobedient girl, i do not mind u claim me like that, cause it is the truth I can’t deny.
Wonder if it’s due to the problem of the weather ( i know i am not suppose to blame anything, but i cannot deny this might be one of the possibilities or factors that also affecting my emotions), the hot and humid air could easily flare up my frustration and fear of course, the fear that i afraid to hurt anybody with any body languages i showed.
Meanwhile, tonight has a Cantonese movie which is pretty old yet touching called: “ The story of Ah Lang”. It managed to let me blow my nose with mucus and tears dropping. It is a story about a single father raised his son and after that the mother who came back from US wanted to bring the son back to US. Anyhow the last part of the movie is the father took part in a motorcycle racing and eventually dead as there was an accident at the last lap of the game. Of course, the ending of the story is a sad and pity ending. Anyway, the moral i think i can get from the movie is to treasure the people we care of as much as possible while we still have the ability and please do not wait until someone we love already pass away then only we start to care. By that time, it could be too late already.
Hence, to all, may i say i love u to u? Just before it’s too late~ =P,take care and all d best to u ya~
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