Due to it was just after test and in order to release stress, i've decided to go to watch leehom's latest movie finally...I can recall that moment well: the class was ended earlier on the monday evening, my heart was totally unable to be controlled. My desired overwhelmed me, said:" anyhow, since there's a chance, you have to grab it now.. If not, it would be:"it's now or never..."
Eventually, my body surrendered to my strong little whispers. Hurrily, i rode back home, din even managed to got change but there, rush to catch up with the show before 5.30pm at Balakong Jusco, the only nearest cinema that has the movie on screen.
Perhaps the movie was still new, or lack of frequent promotion by the media(except for myfm); or maybe because it was a working monday evening, when i got there the cinema was quite empty. Good thing to me also, i was able to get a comfortable middle seat, what a lucky evening.
"LOVE IN DISGUISE" as what the title has try to tell us, Lee Hom did had some several funky and funny looks in the movie... Isn't it's hard to believe that what LeeHom think in his casual life as a celebrity, he was able to link those little thoughts together and then presented them to us in his 1st directing movie??Amazing, isn't it?
When watching the movie, 100% of me believe that he was actually just trying to tell us something he was experiencing in his general life. For example:
1) perhaps sometimes, the paparazzi or the tension given by the media when questioning or interuptting his daily life were all quite annoying to him? (No wonder in the fim, there's one scene showed that he could even have a wild thought to give the person who asked him silly questions a punch on the face...)
2) the role he played in the movie, "Du Ming Han" is also a singer (like what he is in the reality), famous and always have millions and thousands of fans who support him. But at the end, it doesn't matter how famous or how many fans an artist can be or have, when back to the normal life, they are just merely a human being that need loves and soulmates, someone who really understand him/her. -->no matter how noble or how high the status a person is, there's always the basic love and care a human needs..
3) soulmate is hard to find... If u do found one, please dun let each other go, PLEASE...Seriously, i really like LeeHom's movie this time because he's trying to ring up the alertness in all of us: "HAVE YOU FOUND YOUR SOULMATE??"Before we go far to discuss the point, let us define soulmate, what is soulmate means to u??
To me, soulmates are the ppl who can understand each other well, it can be opposite sex or the same sex. But if it's opposite sex, won't it's great for both to get together? Some ppl may think:nah, it won't be fun if u know each other too much, there will be lack of the sense of mystery...
But look, do u seriously wanna love life that is fun and full with mysterious of both party,ended up due to not being able to understand and tolerate each other at all and break up?Or u wanna have some kind of relationship which both of u have went through all the joys and downfall,and then walked back to the brighten life again together in the end? Along the way, you will find out each other would be the one whom you have looked for for long:as you know you search for each other gradually,slowly and carefully, you know: you are not being childishly or blindly falling for each others...
Do u enjoy both of you sharing the similar or exactly the same dream and passion to do watever u both like, helping out each other on the path of growing up; encouraging and supporting each other? Simple love life though sound dull, but it's the most stabilised and most unbreakable just simply because you know each other very very very very very... WELL. The very-well understanding can even allow you to accept each other weaknesses and negative elements as, you know, you know the person's habits or the personalities well for long...Simply because you are not tolerating each other but understanding and getting used to each others life styles and appreciating each others, you can hardly get a fight... But yet, you can always give each other a surprise, just to add some spice to the "so-called dull and bored life" ,though u say so, you know the life with each other is never a boredom because you enjoy talking with each other, you share the similar thoughts and you will find it a miracle how the person next to you can understand what are you thinking right now or how do you feel now that he/she will adequately console you when you need it the most...
Well, simply because both of you are soulmates, the one and only pair made in the world. The hardest found pair in the world , that the percentage of being able to find each other is just 0.0000001%, yet you found each other. So what are you waiting for?? Give each other a big hug or a big kiss and please be grateful that each other is still alive...
A personal experience to share: few years back i did thought that i found my soulmate(of oppose sex), that we could end up the night chatting until midnights, that i thought he might be the one i was carefully searching for. Too bad, the karmma started when the attachment deposited and the "i like" feeling started to spark, yet we did just have common and normal talk without single emotion of flirting or any other non-serious topics of discussion...
Guess it's the greed had surged me when the feeling had deepened? Suppose i should know any other further craving of interactions is something i should forbid myself from trying to go further??Somehow i could sense that things has been obviously goes wrong... that i start to be unable to control or stopping my desire to keep on sharing my life with him, that i neglected that those actions might irritate or had become disturbance to him? Eventhough i did not have the intention to cause trouble to him, my fault and my unawareness and unmindfulness has lead to some sort of undesirable consequences. Blame who? Nobody,nobody but myself..
Anyhow, here,writing this post, i would like to apologise for whatever i did and troublesome you, if you do accidentally read this post. =) But, i sincerely do hope that i can still able to keep a wonderful soulmate like you, sorry and take care...
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